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#2 - Finding Freedom: A Tale of Love's Abyss

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Love is often portrayed as the cornerstone of a successful relationship, but what happens when that foundation crumbles? In a world where societal norms and expectations can lead us astray, sometimes we find ourselves trapped in relationships that lack the very essence of what makes them meaningful – love. This is a story of a relationship that soured, a love that faded, and the journey toward liberation. Breaking the Chains "We broke up" – a simple statement that encapsulates the end of a chapter in one's life. Yet, behind those three words lie a myriad of emotions, experiences, and realizations. It takes courage to acknowledge when something isn't working, especially when that something is a romantic relationship.  Love is supposed to be the glue that binds two people together, but what happens when that glue loses its adhesive quality?

#1 - Outpour

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Ever since I got pregnant, I feel like   I'm a different person. I refrain from looking in the mirror, I prefer to have my video off during meetings. I don't like what I see in my reflection, videos, or photos. I wasn't like this before. Don't get me wrong, I'm grateful that I had my son. I love him. It's just that these days, I find myself thinking or doing things differently.     I'm insecure... I used to be confident and carefree (in a good light)     I'm sensitive... I didn't give a sh t sometimes.     I easily get mad... while I would just laugh at those before.     I envy some people...  while I would feel genuinely happy for them before.     Sometimes I don't feel loved... back then, I was full of love. I already took a break from work for a week. I was on a holiday on those days. But I feel... tired. Lost and tired. I don't know. Right now, I'm crying while I'm writing this. With a hope that I could breathe after, and...